Monday, April 23, 2012

Stress of it all

I attempted to go to work today but had a panic attack about half way there and had to come back home.

I'm stressed that no one in the family seems to be speaking to each other. I understand people grieve in different ways but it sucks to not speak to anyone for days and days. Also once you've had family die and then they continue dying over the past year and a half (like mine seem to be doing) the phone calls, cards and people letting you know they're thinking of you zero. Like we don't need to hear from anyone because we've already had 3 other family members die so we should be used to it. 

It sucks. I'm so done with everything. Hopefully I can attempt to go to work again tomorrow and hopefully we hear something from anyone.  I don't even know when the service for my grandmother is or anything.


  1. I am so sorry that this is happening like this. I hope that you will hear from someone soon, but if you don't then you should call and see what you can find out. Or have your husband call them if you feel like it's too much right now (which you have every right to feel, and I don't mean that in any way other than kind, so please don't misunderstand). And other than that, you just hug onto those precious sweet girls of yours. If they're like mine, I know they can help make anything just a little easier to take. Hang in there. I'm not family and I don't know you personally, but I am sorry, and I do care that your family is going through this.

  2. I'm so sorry girl, you've had a rough go of it lately. I hope the family pulls together again as they always have. (((HUGS)))

  3. I'm so sorry to hear this, and I hope your family pulls together during this difficult time, especially for your grandma. Just because your've had recent deaths doesn't mean you need less support, it means you need MORE support. Thinking of you...

  4. I am so sorry to hear about your loss! :( I can't imagine how hard this has got to be for you all over again.

    Please know we're here and thinking about you. xoxo

    (Saw you recently visited Ocala, I'm a few hours away!)