I attempted to go to work today but had a panic attack about half way there and had to come back home.
I'm stressed that no one in the family seems to be speaking to each other. I understand people grieve in different ways but it sucks to not speak to anyone for days and days. Also once you've had family die and then they continue dying over the past year and a half (like mine seem to be doing) the phone calls, cards and people letting you know they're thinking of you drop....to zero. Like we don't need to hear from anyone because we've already had 3 other family members die so we should be used to it.
It sucks. I'm so done with everything. Hopefully I can attempt to go to work again tomorrow and hopefully we hear something from anyone. I don't even know when the service for my grandmother is or anything.